It has probably been the most difficult thing..
It reminds me of passions, of dreams i did not live, it reminds me of knowing you, it reminds how i was, back then..
I walk down my street. It seems so familiar. I once thought i knew all the stones, all the trees, every leaf of gras.. but now i don't.
I may seem not understood, but i just know YOU don't understand things to well too. Somehow that makes me feel less alone. But we are all alone in our own worlds.
There are times when i miss some of the worlds i got to know, to live in. Some of them i miss less and some of them i get to dream for.
I look around and trees fall down. Damn, and it's spring. They just bloom and smell so nice, but then they still fall down. Not even nature can stand the human behavior. How could i? How could you?!
I just tend to forget. In hope of feeling better. I hope of not saying all this. But i know you listen. cuz you feel the same way too.